The feeling I had, for the longest time, was that my Mind (my thoughts, emotions, desires) were not serving me. I would go from one belief to another. One opinion to another. Would like one thing today and something else tomorrow. I would oscillate between emotions throughout the day. If something externally made me unhappy, didnt live up to my expectations, it influenced my thoughts and subsequently my emotions and subsequently my actions.
My thoughts, which I call my Mind, were preventing me for seeing who I truly was. Imaging trying to read a book with gunshots going offs in your close proximity every 30 seconds. After a while, it becomes impossible to focus. This is how i felt my mind to be.
I reached a point where I could not continue to live with all of these thoughts. I was ready to walk away from everything I had. I was willing to experience whatever life would be without my Mind.
This work is a documentation of the the hills and mountains I had to climb, the puddles i searched in, the late night ideas, and the experiences and understandings that became relevant and dear to me.
When I writing this, I leave my Mind, thoughts, desires, strategies behind. I only bring the two things that I feel that will transverse space, time, and physical form. My spirit and my sincerity.
If this work resonates with you, my spirit would like an opportunity to acknowledge yours.